this is why I fell in love with kyuhyun...

“Usually in Christmas, boy confesses their attention to the girl that he likes, but our Kyuhyun-ssi.. he confessed it to his mom.” - Leeteuk

WHat Are u Good At?

WELL.
i dun even know how to answer this question well..
Some people said I can sing.
But I knew,
I'm not ESPECIALLY good at it.
So we couldn't count that as a talent.

I'm not especially smart too..
I'm not especially a good dancer...
I suck at sports...
I suck at drawing...
So then?

I guess, the only option left is talking eh?
LOL
But even know when I really think about it,
I dun't think my speech charms people in a way too...
LOL!!
I dun change people lives witht their speech like Morris does (LOL)

even then,
it's ok for not having a something that you're especially good at.
Because you know God doens't create trash.
At least, that's what I believe.
And,
we DO live for a purpose.
NOT FOR MONEY OR FOR FAME.
but something else more valuable than those :))

だから、

珍惜你生命中的每一分每一秒吧！！


ARH!!!Why doens't my mom sent me for piano or skating classes? !!

i think i DO have imsomnia

and that is TOTALLY D:
I kept on thinking about lot of stuffs. I'm a borned paranoid woman D:
LOL
I kept staring at the laptop for like the whole full8 hours?
OMG, even me myself feel that I'm ridiculous XD
..
**EH@$^$%&*N
*cursing computer in process, please wait patiently*


so.
So we ate at mid valley today and we went to "Korean Cuisine" (OMG, my memory is soo good ,ahehe~)
and I ordered Kimchi Jjigae . AHHH~!!!!I FREAKIN!!!! LOVE IT XDXD!!
the spiciness that stimulates my veins!!!!The hotness that burns my tongueXDXD!!!(
and yea, I still think it was quite expensive although we had a discount :/ cos I'm a forever poor student remember?
gah...u couldn't probably understand my feeling...
LOL
and today's hot topic is definitely *** SANG!!
LOL!! the moment we start mentioning his name..
everyone blurts out like there's 10 pasar malam held up in one place.....
*___*;;
i can feel yi ping and natako's anger towards him.....
i think they're gonna stab him in the back ANY MOMENT, ANYTIME. LOL!!
*hides in one corner *0*


argh.....i wanna gott o PC fair.....!!!
when?
when can I go?!!
ah....i forgotten...
my money.......
,,..
..
..
.
forget about it.

hehe


AH..
and i watched 2NE1's TV today :D
and i realise...that I will forever love park bomXD
soryyy...
it's not that the others aren't charming enough..
it' just that they're just not sparkling in my eyes D:
LOL
and i realise too..
that the only thing that park bom does is..
she eats,
and eats,
and eats, ant EATS!!!!
OMG!!!
that's an enormous amount of food!!!
(gah...i have no rights to say her...)

i wonder if i just eat all day and sit, and sleep and sit, and sleep...
would I die on the sofa?
xD
most probably DUDE!

i wish so much that I'm borned a natural beauty so that i dun even need to care about how I look like ...
even after putting on make-up, i still look........
GOSH.
u dun wanna know...
*___________*;;
ah.it's 2pm now LOL!!!My eyes r soring like heaven now
gotta sleep ;)

buy a doll and marry it

how is it POSSIBLE?!!
like, R U SERIOUS?

yes. but it does happens.
this japanese guy actually bought a Air filled doll

so call 充氣娃娃

and so what he did is he actually married this doll.

Yes, it's shocking, but it's more SAD than shocking.

Probably he couldn't trust real human anymore that make him wanna buy a fake human to fill his emotions for the rest of his life?

probably he's so lonely that he rather communicate with dolls than human?

whatever the reason is, i think this is a serious matter to think about.

that.

the world is getting more weird these days.

and we know that,

we all knew that.

But what are we doing? Ignoring these seemingly unimportant things to us?

Are we ignoring these matters on purpose.

Yes, we are.

Watch this video, and You'll know how I feel

this is really pretty sad.
And it's said to be that mostly of the otaku *s do buy these dolls to satisfy their so called *sexual life*
and these dolls are not cheap at all..
they cost so much i think it's the price of half a car.
and u can actually order one with the face of a celebrity u favor....

oh..
gosh.
definitely weird.
at least i wouldn't buy one "KYUHYUN" home . :/


real human are always better.


and man...
these dolls sell so good.

lastly,
this one hong kong girl who actually looks like a air-filled doll...LOL
and man, she's so unnatural.
I wouldn't describe her as pretty... D:


so guys....
taLK TO real human please?

OMG!!! i just realized the type of guy I like..

LOL!!
and it's just seconds ago when I said I have totally no interest in guys..
well, i do.
in reality.
but for celebrities...
NOW, THAT'S
a different story >:D
welll...
i was watching ikuta toma's videos ...since i haven't watch over him for quite some time...*sobs*
and then i was thinking...
all the male celebrities i like....
are all

SO CALM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE HECK?!!! LOL!!!
and that is truee.
because the evidence is just right here.
EX:
MALE CELEBRITIES I <3 ~:
1. cho kyuhyun
and yea, this guy...
is definitely the calmest~~~~~~~~~~!
maknae in the world!!!AHAHAHHAHA!!! i mean, how can he be so calm when he's so much younger then the others...where the others are SOOO MUCH more agressive than him *___*;;
2.kim kibum
..
well, seriously, he's the CALMEST! idol I've ever encounter. LOL!!
he is so calm you'll definitely feel weird to be too agressive around him(doesn't apply on heenim)
^_^
3. and it's ikuta toma~ :D
well, if you don't believe me toma is a SUPAHHHHH~!!!! CALM guy, u must watch his real life videos.:)
i mean, compared to shun oguri....he is soooo calm?
lol.
i just couldn't believe my own eyes...
and that's ...
for now :)

i will fight till the end!!!! ELF GOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

KYUHYUN PLEASE SEND ME SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!
i'm going to fight for u tomorrow!!!AHAHHAHHAHAHA!!!!


uh~hum~
I'm going to buy my SUPER SHOW 3 tickets tomorrow >:D!!!
YEAHHD ICG BRVJELH 9P HP9WVGW 4H-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!XDXD!!!
and i must say..
it's a war tomorrow.
AN ELF WAR.
fan girls war.
I'm going to try my best to squeeze to the fromt row as soon as possible >:D
the truth is..

most of the fans said that they will be there(sungei wang) at 6AM.
WHAT?!
are u kidding me?!!
oh gosh...this will be sooo tiriing =____________=
god bless me,LOL

and some of them even say they came purposely, yeah, purposely form penang and planned to saty near sungei wang to queue as soon as possible.

NOW..
I CAN IMAGINE THAT SITUATION....
girls screaming and sweating...
squeezing and chattering......
hot and suffocating...
lack of oxygen and tiring...
hungry and legs cramping...
OH GOD.
please do not let tomroow be my last day of my life, i beg you.
:D

so,
my plan is.
we will(sis n my friend, yvonne)
will go at 6am...
I know(it's not early enough :()
but..what more else can I do ?HUH?!!
and we will buy the terrace row tickets...
hopefully the first row of not *worst* the 3rd row...
but if we can get it..
then we'll get the rock pitts one and try to swap it withsomebody else,
wouldn't that be better ?;D

k guys, wish my legs don't break tomorrow, AHEHEHE~

em~cookies~anyone?

natako was offering some cookies. ok, not some. it's a.
one.
1.
whateveru call it *__________*;
and lol?
the paper in the fortune cookie writes
"U are a born leader"
and i'm like
WTHECK?!!
LOL.

that is seriously.
a pirated fortune cookie, LOL
nah, just kidding, natako would D: if i said that.
that cookie is nice, thanks a lot,LOLXD
what the?

so, our new teacher...
seriously. I still couldn't believe she's our teacher..
her voice is sooo...unbeliavble...so not convincing...=,=
she looks young..but she doens't look young...
great. now i don't even understand my own language .=____=

wait.
do u feel awkward talking to me?
yeah.
becos...
why?
these days i feel that there's an awkawrd vibration that just spread around my surrounding...LOL!
and people tend to feel awkward when they talk to me D:
but hey,
i don't feel awkward ...except with****
which u don't really wanna know,HAHA
so don't look away when I look into your eyes PEOPLE!!!!!
i ain't no alien form mars *___________________*;;;

guys...let''s
go to mars~~~~~~~!!!AHEHEHE~~!!

During a recent recording of KBS 2TV’s variety show “Happy Together 3″, TVXQ’s Changmin revealed a story about his first impression of the group’s leader, Yunho.
Changmin said, “Whenever I saw Yunho hyung in the office building I always greeted him politely, but I thought he was arrogant for greeting me half-heartedly.”
He continued, “During our trainee days, Yunho suddenly approached me and shocked me when he said, ‘If you’re just going to practice only for a little while and then leave, just quit altogether!’”, causing the whole set to burst into laughter.
To this, Yunho explained, “The team I trained with changed around four times because people kept quitting, so I couldn’t help but say that to Changmin.”
AHAHAHHA!!!

yunho is suuuch a cute dork XDXD
love him to bits~
changmin is cute too :D

HAVe U EvEr FalLeN iN loVe?

this is seriously bothering for quite some time now...
the thing is..
the only time i think i like someone is when I'm 12?
and ..
that's probably the first time and the last time..
i've been wondering for quite some time..
that whetheR i HAVE A hormone problem, LOL!!!!XD
yeah, i know. totally weird..
*____*;;
but it's not like i want it :/
I just dun have any feelings anymore...for any living guys around me...

..

am I really a girl?

i guess not.

i always think that I should be borned a guy.
cos i speak like a guy, stand like a guy, look like a guy(tat's what they say when they saw my feminine sister lol), eat like a guy, sleep like a guy..
and even..
blow my hair like a guy..
gosh..that' s what one of my best friend says...=___=;;
when i'm blowing my hair..
i do it like a real MAN, YEAH!!!!!!MAN!!!!!!
the only thing that i don't do that men do is..
i don't gamble.
and smoke. (damn, those smokers =,=)


like the lyrics,
YES

i want to feel it.

where?

when?

with who?

it's been too long to feel like a normal girl.

i think I'm soon becoming an alien...

..
..
LOL!!!

well, it's true.
maybe..
i come form mars.
who knows ?
:)

i love the pastel colour of this music video.
they say that actually the colour of falling in love is not pink,
or red,
or maroon,
guess what?
it's green.
yeah, a pretty unexpected answer isn't it?

to feel like the whole world become green but not pink..
i guess that's why people say that love is good.
cos (is it becos it's eco friendly?)

in my mind,

though, 

there is one guy,

who i sometime tend to think that

if i don't get to find anyone else better.

i mean a better man,

i'll just marry him.

seriously (LOL!!!)

i will.  it's a promise made to myself.

and i've been thinking it for quite some time

he isn't that bad.

he's very considerate,

and..

he likes me.

although i don't know whether he still does....

this is really good music :D

dream HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!1

currently i'm in love with dream high
yeah, not only dream high, but also kim soo hyun ang suzy from miss A.
omo.
how can they be soooooooooooooo freakIN!!!
cute together?
this is just. OH~
matched to the mAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the ost is sooooo nice u couldn't stop pressing the replay button right?
AHAHA.

LET'S DANCE?

this video get me totally confused, LOL
it's full of elastic women and amazing dance moves..
but.

it doesn't make me dance

unfortunately...
nice effort anyway dude :9

omomomomomomomomo!!! that's why i never regretted loving kyuhyun~ HAHAHAHA!!

this boy is a heaven boy with a heaven voice !!
how can he sing so perfectly?!!!

CHO KYUHYUN,

you are such a gifted guy..


never loose that faith in your singing~

G.N.A's new song released!!!whee~!!

it's pretty sad i didn't get to attend the kpop artists concert where there's 4-minute and b2st and G.N.A!! in it..:/
they say u can only get to enter if u buy a digi prepaid RM100.
right.
and I'm not even using DIGI. gosh.

G.N.A is really not just some other idol that u might see everyday.
she's special. at least for me.
i think she give s a very homey vibrate.
and thanks to that vibrate. i dun feel like she's bitchy or whatever,HAHA!
her new song, BLACK AND WHITE, is filmed with jin woon from 2AM. yeay!!*claps*

i thought jin woon wouldn't really shine in that mv. but..
after a few minutes..'
my eyes were totally sticked onto him.LOL!!!
still, G.N.A. managed to give me a refreshing feel, like...it'snowing out there..
XD
and yeah, that cute concept works just nice on here. not too much of cutesy act. just a bit of flirty sound. HAHAHA!!



oh,oh.
here's dream high too.
;)
DREAM HIGH EPISODE 1 /1(W ENG SUB)

a robot dance of snsd..pretty robot?!

not really. where;s that robot feel?
i couldn't sense it.
i can only see some from hyoyeon and taeyeon. that's all.
the others failed.LOL
but still, i love the "CLEAN" feel of this nmusic video. i gives me a very keen feeling to watch it again o_o;;
very rare feeling. HAHA


visual dream? and i don't think it's in any sense related to a computed item.
i mean it's a promotion thingy right?
shouldn't u give a i wanna buy this product vibrate?
NO.
they totally failed.
sorry, seohyun. although i love u.

WARGHH!!I NEED ! to blog!!

haven't been blogging since? i dun know too,LOL!!
recently. watched DREAM HIGH!
u guys know that movie? i mean..drama
*_*;
i dun know why...i think i'm disgusted by the appearance of kim hyun joong in that drama...
it just annoys me...
like...seriously? why is he in this drama?! he made me feel like i dun wanna watch this anymore..URGH.
(a very sincere apology to all SS501 AND kim hyun joong fans =,=)
i think..it's because he's overrated. LOL. i hate eoverrated stuffs..

k, that's not the main point here anyway :D
Talking about school.
yeah.
i gussed i've improved a little tiny bit right now. Just a tiny bit...
speaking is still a problem for me..i just, couldn't memorize the whole sentence and speak right.
darn.
that mnemory of mine.
where is it now?!!
gotta' sleep earlier . more early?
but i've been sleeping much MORE earlier than the old days!!
i used to sleep at 1am or 2am..now? it's 12.30 for goodness sake!
WHY THEN?
ugh.
very well. I'll try to manage my time for better spending. :)
god bless me.

i know i should control my stinky temper of mine :p
gosh. whenever something offended me, i need to hold my tongue.
hold my tongue.
hold my tongue.
hold my tongue!!
I've been repeating this sentence in my brain these days.
guess it kinda', just kinda' works. cos everything that came put from my mouth doesn't sound that vulgar anymore. at least i can sense it's improving.
gosh...why that greeny vegetable smell from an eucalyptus tree?
*________*;;
i feel like puking...
hate that stuffy nose of mine D:

u kidding me?!jay chow in green hornet?!!0_0;;

that's totally weird..
and funny. for me. LOL
the thing is. i'm neither a jay chow fan or an anti of his..
but i would like to say that. serious?! how would it feel, watching jay chow speaking fluent english?LOL
i don't know whether he can speak fluently enough though :p
tat's why i'm definitely looking forward to watch this movie!!!LIKT HIS MOMENT!!NOW!!
HAHAHHAAHAHHAHA!!!!
but, i guess the movie is not that bad eh? i heard that the movie sells really good in america..
and it's not a rumour...

*___________*

i checked out the trailer, and..
LOL!!! i guess i couldn't stop laughing while i'm watching this movie.
cos it would be so weird looking at jay chow being a superhero XD
well, let's just anticipate for the best eh?
JAY CHOW, i believe u will amused me with your "English" :D
nice one!

learning japanese

FOUNDATION.
gosh.
it's not easy, definitely.
takes me 5 lives to survive the whole round.LOL
the reason why i'm doing japanese foundation, and NOT taking up HANGUL(korean language) instead. Is because (cos everyone ask the same quesiton all the time,lol)
I love Japanese Fashion. and my fashion chain store may not be famous like LOUIS VUITON or BURBERRY or VIVIENNE WETWOOD, u name it. But well, because i just wanna see people wearing the clothes I design. And I'll be hanging a smile around.
Because, hey, that's what I love to do the most :)
and if people can smle while they r wearing my clothings, that would really make my day :))

but still...
reality is cruel
u don't always get what u expected. which is the bitter part..:'/
I am basically struggling VERY SUPER EXTREMELY UBERLY whateverly hard!! to absorb every single thing my jap teacher is teaching. And yeah, of course my sleeping time get interrupted, AS USUAL,XD
ok. seriously, i need some sleep!!!
everyone in my class is suppper good in japanese, they have a strong base, they utterly knew what they r talking about. but me?
forget about it.
The only thing i can do is try to concentrate really well when sugimoto sensei started to open her mouth,LOL. drag me to hell(even i believe there's no hell)...my eye is dropping to the floor..D:
and thanks to teh sang and lim sang who kept on discussing about "poo" in japanese. I now knew how to say "eat s**T" in jap. LMAOXD!!
should i teach u?
hm~probably not.LOL

let's go over to the bright side then. overwhelmed by my own emoness isn't a very healthy thing to be involved in.
the good thing is..
i got to knew a lot of UBERLY CUTE peopleXDXD!!
serious...are they all really OLDER than me?
i don't believe.HAHA!!
how can they be older than me?
they all don't speak the way they age.LOL
AMY..YI PING..PINK SANGXD...MAY..NATALIE..FION..MOON (well, she's not in the abnormal list lOL)..TEH SANG(SUPER NOISY HUMAN BEING XD)..LIM SANG(He's too innocent to be an dult=,=)..LEE SANG..KEY SANG..RALPH SANG(his expressions are really very interesting, u should try talking to himxD)..YUKI SANG~(very warm person :D)and the non-existent yui sang...lOL!!!!!yui sang..i wonder where r u ?


ok, i need to continue my kpop absorb nutrients time now.

TILL next time ;D

i'm missing you guys~~;___;

although school is awesome (more than i thought), but i don't know why everyday i'm so anxious..about almost everything.
and i just feel that i need to get smarter or i'll be left behind , like just...threw u away or something that feels like that..

well.and i met AMY , AND MAY AND YI PING ANF PING TENG  AND YUKI AND NATALIE AND FION :D well, THAT'S the awesome part :D
school i ssooooooooooooo freakiiin far, i don't even feel like talking about how hard i tried to WALK to school every single day.:/
it kinda pissed me off.
like i need to wake up everyday at like...what?! 6 am in the morning and ask my mum to drive me to the ktm station in subang. next i need to stand for like..50 minutes of ktm...tell u what...don't use ktm if u can.use lrt or monorail instead, even more not when u r already hitting the notes..

the power of make up

and u think u've seen true art?
wait till u watch these videos.
and you'll witness the amazing ness of make up. so thrilling u can die
XD
oh well, i've seen so many michelle phan videos. and i must say that i am impressed
but only after when i've came across these videos, i sense true art!!
how can she transform into that look?!!!TOO AMAZING .
she is asian but she totally look western after make up :D
totally COOL.;D





i like this video the best!!!she looks EXACTLY!!!like kim kardashian...and she is not even a western 0_0!


this too is very shocking. i kinda drop my jaw when i saw this,LOL!


bonus ~
no offence, i still love michelle phan ;D

she definitely is nana's long lost twin sister.HAHA

disney princesses alive?????!

YES.
i mean some how. they are, alive.
and when i saw tracy , I was like..
Is she the disney princess that I saw in hong kong or tokyo or florida disneyland?!!
Cause she is soooo FREAKIN!!!! similar to them!!!0___0;;
don't believe? watch and learn.;)
she've got this barbie look that u just can't ignore,although her front teeth does kinda distract me during the video playing ,lol



and as cinderella? no problem, all the way TOTAL BARBIE LOOK!!


oh~jasmine!


and beauty and the beast?lol


and enchanted?