Is this really me?

this had never happened to me before.
Or at least not in the last four years.


I am already happy enough. Aren't i?
or am i not? I couldn't figure out really.

Weeping in the restroom thinking that "WHY ME?" is just not the thing to do for a healthy teenager. Isn't it?
I would like to deny,THIS IS NOT HAPPENING TO ME.
because. I have no rights to weep about something this small.
this is pathetic! I thought.
It would've be a situation like a poor girl begging for food and can't get any so she wept.
but ..That's not the case at all!
so, WHY CRY???

I told myself "HEY! why r u crying when there is nothing that can be done to it?" and ended up worse.

=___=;;;

sorry for the emo-ness.
no offense, im just too optimistic sometimes

ROCK ON!!!!!!!!! BABEEEEH!~!!! >:D