let's get a kick start of a new life, shall we? ;)

yes.
this is what i realized.
nothing too serious, just being quite tensed these days, so i wana release some stress by posting something revolutioning, HEHE~

this is it.
as some of u knew,
that I, carine ***** has a problem of getting rid of a face of pimples.
well, it's all good,
i'm not too upset about it,
but yeah, of course, whoever have pimples would want to get rid of it, am i right?
and that's what i'm aiming to do now, yes N-O-W.
and this is how it will work :)


i will post pictures of my current "bad" situation(actually VERY BAD), and i'll try hard to do things or step i need to do in order to get rid of it, or even make it slightly not "flammable" you know.
so if u guys , i mean, people who r reading this post might give me courage to continue on,
cos i'll not be posting fake picture, but current pictures, YES, as frequent as possible,
and if u guys are too doing the same thing or wanna discuss and share any of these experience with me, feel free to send me a message or comment :)
i would be the happiest one in the world, HEHE~
ok, i'm exaggerating, but YEAH, of course, i'll be so excited to reply u , ya know. NO, i bet u don't wanna know. *_____*;;


oh well, my pimple pictures would be quite "disgusting' u know, but bear with it please, LOLXD
ok, here is today's extreme :P
let's call this session, my pimple diary , shall we?

yeah, it's a bit gross, ain't it?
XD
but THAT'S THE POINT BABE!!!

 my right sideface...yuck!

and forehead............yeah, the forehead is not as bad as my cheeks but, yeah,they still need to be cured. somehow....


let's hope i'll not get it worse... D:

NYAN NYAN NYAN NYA NYA NYA NYAN~~~NYAN CAT ~~

MIOAW~~

HERE AM MIAOW~
yeah!
it's NYAN CAT!LOL!!
and what is nyan cat? basically it's just some cat stick together with **** (seriously, it can be anything) and forming a , er...i dun know? new transformed cat combination?LOL


like, the nyan cat stick with something, it really is something, and it flies~
YES, IT FLIES~~~
i dun know why, why r u asking me?!!

to understand better, look at this diagram below.MIAOW~

u must understand this...
or...you'll never understand why is it in that form of shape, uhuhh ahehehehhehhe

amazing isn't it?
know, u must listen to the nyan cat songs in order to get into this MIAOW STATE 


yes, and here it is!the japanese version!


they are so random, they even have a hitler version?!
*____*;;
not the original production though....


and jazz babeh~ :D


me like this miaow~



myoh my~~mario ~~~
version too!!!!!


this is SCARY VERSION of nyan ....cattt...my...the longer u listen to it...the creepier it gets....*shivers*

and the EVIL nyan cat..!!!!MWAHAHHAHAHHA!!
i would rather call it white noise nyan cat though =3=


and UH?! hello kitty nyan cat?!
man, sooo much!!of em !!


and the food source of nyan cat...guess what? FISH!~


ok, bey bey
no, wait! this guy is awesome! check it out :D
nyan cat with his violin?!!WHOHOOO~!!!
not much can play THIS good!!

ACHA!!!!no, i'm not going to hit you in the face...

of course I''m not interested in hitting people.
what are u thinking?!


ACHA! :D
is the new song that SJ is promoting~!!!
YEAH~!!!*PLEASE CLAP IF U R AN E.L.F.*

after i watched this video, my conclusion is:
OMG!SHINDONG EVOLVED!!!HE BECAME SOOO MUCH , WAY BETTER, HAWTER BABEH~!!!:DDD
well, i don't know what' does LEE SOO MAN has in mind but , I'm pretty sure that he does want to make people take notice of shindong, and then, YEAH, he successed.


=___=;;;

i love it like how they jump in the air and the whole world just STOPs for a while.
CAN U FEEL IT?!CAN U FEEL IT?!
yes, u can.




of course, kyuhyun is usual, HAWT AS EVER, TOO HAWT FOR YOU N ME, WHATEVER IT IS,
may shindong be more n more hawt, like ME .
*shoot self and died*

the video was made in this way(the music video in a box) is becaosss~
SM just realize that people view thisKIND of video more than u know, like the dramatic kind of video, as in for super junior's case. SO, WELL, let's all bear it for the sake of them, and just shut up and watch, shall we? :)

the power of makeup2

never, never underestimate the power of just putting on some eyeliner or double eyelid stickers.
becos they do, amazing, NO. PERFECT AND ABSOLUTE changes if u do wear em'
i was not very shock when i watched the video of a show featuring famous girls that r of course, famous becos they're beauties, make their before and after makeup faces

from single eyelid to double eyelid can just be done in one second.
man, the one man who created this product must be pure genius XD

well, wel,, well,
enough of my non end talking,
this is one of the video that I've watched, and i'm sure you'll be amazed too :D





nevertheless,
i still think that they're pretty without make up....there's really no such a BIG difference though :))


seohyun too can be shocking sometimes...
although , yeah, she's one of my favourites in kpop world, but
i'll just let u watch how she looks like when she doesn't use make up...


some people says it s true that she does have bad skin,and some others said that that picture was actually photoshopped by antis..
no matter what, i still love u seohyun <3 :D


and this one is awesome too!!
this girl using her make up skills to become a guy.
very skilled indeed :D

i wonder how long does it take...i mean,don't u think that this video is  a bit long?LOL

still then,
no matter how much u love being pretty,
or how long u wish to be as pretty after u finished "decorating" yourself,there should always be a limit people.
cos this girl, who is a korean.
she is ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS~(REALLY)shown with her make up-ed face. no matter when, she'll just check her make up out just to make sure she looks perfect 24 hours. YES. and that include her sleeping time too.
she was said to have a 40 year old skin. even though she's just...i dun know 20?


i dun understand though... becos she's so pretty even without make up on! :/
at least 3 times prettier than me with make up on. XD

I AM SO FAIL

YES, A FAIL E.L.F.
lol
how can i forget to post about their new MV and even about the SOOO FREAKIN!AMAZING SUPERMAN SONG?!!

:0
FAIL, FAIL. FAIL!


to be really honest, it might dissapoint some of the elf, i don't really mind though,,,,lol
that, mr simple is such a "sad" song compared to superman
i mean, if u watch mr simple's live performance, u will definitely fall for this song.not a guarantee though..
but if u just, u just need this ONE time watching the live perfomances of "superman".
I MUST TELL U, IT'S SO FREAKIN AMAZING!
like , u'll never ever feel so excited just watching a tiny, single performance,
but this is, MAN, this is a NO JOKE BABE!
try it!
and tell me how u feel (no cookies will be given though)


and yes, maybe u'll be askin me whether they have a MV for this.
the answer is a sad and happy one.
YES, they do have one,but NO, it's not mind blowing like how SJ ask we E.L.Fs to blow our mind
but, anyhow, this is the MV
to satisfy u peoples' greediness!!AHHAHAHHA!!


i know rite?it's a bit dissapointing. although the audio quality is awesome, but somehow, i don't feel HIGH when i watch this D:
so, SM, please do something about this.
we are sick of seeing SJ getting ignored. >:(
like, compared to their 2nd album, HWAT IS THIS?HUH?!

and yeah!babe~
this is the "sorry post"for not posting about their comeback..:(
i sincerely apologize....

i'm gonna miss em...;___;

it is said that heechul and leeteuk will be going to the army at 2012.
and of course, it's a very short time to most of the ELFs.
i would never forget their existence when they're away, since they both play a pretty much important role.
may their journey be safe :_)

junho vs EUNHYUK(aka meochi~)

this is one of the times that I felt that a dancer can be so charming!!!
HAWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!
>:D
i knew tht junho's dancing skills are awesome , but i never expected it can be THIS awesome!!!
this is what we call a REAL DANCER!!
UH?1
what about hyuk?
no need further explanation,
as usual,
so awesome that I praised him with LOVE, although I have kyuhyun already in my heart ~
*goes and vomit*

daniel radcliffe's amazing brows XD while speaking mandarin? YEAH~!

I find it somehow disturbing but at the same time I just couldn't help but stare at them XD
i mean daniel's furious brows!
oh well, I guess no one can beat him with those amazing ones XD

Harry's mandarin is quite good for a beginner :D
but emmas'?
...
I'm sorry emma, maybe chinese is just not for you. but at least she does put in the effort :))
bootleg videos just proved itself that it is selling well in *cough* u know,(countries that have chinese XD) (like me)

my first pretty salary!!!!!

YES!!!I'M AS EXCITED AS YOU.
wait,
U're not even excited are you? *__*


I got my RM 140!!!!!!!!!!!of course it's in ringgit form,
this week!!!
WEEEEEEEEE~~~!~~~~
this is the first time that I'm so proud of myself LOLXD
although the pay is not that much (in fact, it's SOOO FREAKIN LITTLE), I still love the feeling of receiving my salary <3 <3!!!!
XD
i only worked for one week as a house seller, so yeah...and i'm not even a experienced saleswoman or salesgirl (whatever u call it=.=)
My first customer , (that bought a house from me) OMG!! i'm so proud of myself (can this girl stop praising herself?!!!=.=), she is a malay woman.
very humble, very polite, and always saying sorry and thank you..
really, i mean how many customers in the world does that to a salesgirl HUH?!!
(don't even try to count *__*;)
she bought a 6th floor number 9 unit ,
it costs about 320,000 ringgit, if i'm not mistaken,
yeah, it should be around that price,heh,
not bad eh?!!
I sold a house just within a week!!:D
I THINK...

I MUST BE A GENIUS

>:D

cat ears that u can control ;D

sounded pretty cool eh?
this is really something i've never expected to have a product made of.
THESE ARE CAT EARS THAT U CAN CONTROL WITH UR BRAIN NERVES!!!
they stood up when u r alert, goes back down when u are relax!!!
OMG!!!
ME WANT 1 TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>____<

>:D!!!!!!!!!1

no money.
forget about it. lol
but it probably might cost not only a few bucks.
probably my salary for the whole year

??

D:

these are experiences on different kind of people....lolXD

THE 1sT day of WORRRRRRRRKKKKK!!

ok, this is funny.
I've no such experience in business or watever and have not been in business courses or whatsoever marketing , ya know...
BUT THEN?
HERE I AM , working as a salesgirl , selling houses?!!LOLXD

First I don't sound convincing at all, all nervous at all, (since it's my first day) and may not fully understand what EXACTLY am i trying to deliver? lol
there are a bunch of OH-MY-GOD-WHAT -IS-THAT?! words.
for example:

psf

which is , well , i think most of u knew though
per square feet
and PV
and SPA
and words such as waived....
*_________________*;;
gosh, my english is not that good after all eh?
but, at least i can feel that i'm understanding all these terms step by step,

i GUESS?!!
(ok)
please be convinced.
I am, going to try hard to learn and sell a house in 1 week!!!
OMG!!1 week is sooo short ;____________;;


and customers don't even look at us when it reaches 6 pm.....
UH.
(flies do come though...)

btw, if u wanna see me work,
(which is not really a good scene)
u can always come to plaza masalam :D

OMG!!!THI S IS SUPAH!!!AWESOME!!making my own hawt girl ?!here it is, man!

SO.
i'm NOT sorry i didn't post for this SHORT.
but eventually, something still has to be here eh?
so, i know u don't wanna here me BLA BLA BLA. blacksheep
have you any wool~
sorry.

i found this awesome website that makes you makes your own AKB48!!!
AW~!!!
so, in case you don't know who's AKB48, (WAHT?1 U DON'T KN OW THEM?!!)
they are actually japan's girl idol group, and pretty famous among OTAKUs..:)
don't know otaku, go search with wikipedia *__*

so this is the software which enable you to pick your own favourite mouth, nose, hair style, and eyes (OH, MY!!)to make one of your very own AKB48:D
BTW, akb48 consists of about 48 members(?) , yeah, so THAT'S the reason why you can actually pick your favourite facial feature among them.
and YEAH!!you can download the finishing product as a wallapaper!!HOW AWESOME! IS THAT?!!!

i actually did make one too:)))
and it looks something like thius.

NICE EH?!!!:DDDD!!!<3
well, they're now mine, so don't steal :P
XD

wanna do one for yourself?
QUICK!
CREATE YOUR OWN HOT GIRL BABEH!!!!!:P

if i could look like this when i'm at the age of 40...

OMGOSH!!ARE U KIDDING ME?!!
IT WOULD BE AWESOME!!!!!!GREAWTTTT!!!!SUPPPPAAAA HAWWT BEBAH~!!!!!
*SCREAMS LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW*


this woman here, oh well, u gotta check her out!!!
she's not only hawt. but definitely one of the hottest 4o years old woman in the world!!!
she doesn't even have flaggy neck fats!!(which totally amused me  XD)
like when u reached at the age of 35 ...u know all those SAGGY and HAPPY things happen yeah?
well. let's not talk ab out botox or plastic surgery or whatever technology u got there to prove that she've done some
i DON'T CARE!!
i mean . when u reach the age of 40, it's true but even though u did botox or PS or whatever, u mention ot. YOUR neck would still look like a 40 YEAR OLD!!!trust me. at least people would have a 40 year old looking neck when they reached that age. no doubt ,. em hem.

so , u can check it out how amazing is her skin or her song or her dance (which is just ok to me)
but still, for a 4o year old to dance like THIS?!!!
U GOT TO HAVE SOME SKILLS MAN!!
NO KIDDING. at least u wouldn't see your mom dancing as hot as this somewhere in your house eh? i suppose. or maybe ur mom is a weirdo...LOL(joking :p)

alrught. here it es..

OK, THIS IS IT.

NO MATTER HOW FUNNY THIS IS. PLEASE HOLD YOU LAUGHTERXDD
people who knew me know that I don't usually act like this when im at home.
:D
yah, duh?!
lol. isn't it just pretty abnormal to act like this normally?LOL!!
oh well, so this is it.

i filmed this in about 3 days I guess?
it looks that I'nm pretty relaxed and happy and stuff, but NO.
reality is soo much more different than fantasy (although this doesn't seem like a fantasy too *__*;;)

I basically sweat and u can ACTUALLY see my sweat across myface, like...dripping!!LOL1!!xD
ah...i think that i'll NEVER EVER film a video after this...not anymore...but maybe 3 months after or sumethin like that XD
seriously, it's sooo freakkiin hard to EDIT, LIKE JUST EDIT the video took me FREAKIN 2 DAYS??!!
like it a 3 minutes only video?!!HOW ON EARTH.!!!LOL
i basically sacrificed my sleeping time for this freakin editing process >:D
OH YEAH~!!!!
forget about it :/
OK, THEN. first promise don't laugh at me ...AHAHHAHA!!
ok, u can laugh for like 5 seconds before u watch it ...

PLEASE SUPPORT MY "TERROR" SINGING LOL!!!XD

http://youtu.be/z-sp3o8WZTo



XD although i know is a bit FAIL...OTL

IF I'M THIS PERSON...

i would certainly have shriek!!!!TO THANK GOD!!!
LOL.
it's true though.
how can you? HOW CAN YOU? ignore these people's talent?!!
there's no way to  it.
look at their compassionate for their own talent! defnetley worth of a praising!!
i'll give you my cookie!!:D

like biance?!
GOSH.
she must be the same standard as charice pempengco now. (admit it or not, charice is good LIKE FREAK!)


AWESOME, PURE TALENT.i say.

  and this too!!!
like, can u differentiate whether he/she is a woman or guy?!!
OMG.
at first i think she/he was a woman..
until she talks....and OMG.
she definitely IS A GUY.
i believe though.
a guy who can sing this well for a woman's voice, is RARE STUFF.

lol.
like U COULDN'T FIND ANOTHER 5 INT HIS WORLD. I BET.


he got both gender of vocals nicely sung!!OH MY..
if he've undergone plastic surgery..
i would say..

HEY DUDE,

THAT WAS A SUCCESSFUL ONE ;)

i was inspired by this book

well, shall I say this book, or say this happening?
I happened to saw this book in a bookstore,
and u know,
yeah, we roll books for a good search.
 and then ..
this book, which was named "BEAUTIFUL"
caught my attention,
why?
because for ONCE IN MY LIFE.
i saw a cover a not so beautiful girl on a book cover.
and hey,
yeah
it's normal human instinct to think that
a pretty or hot girl or whatever at least it should be an average looking girl on a cover
well, that' s what i  think
and i 'm gonna admit it'
that I DO.
judge a book by it's cover LOL

and so curiosity hits me
i flipped the pages to read
..
it was talking about a girl .
a very beautiful young lady,
who was a model and tv presenter.
u can imagine
yea, she's that pretty:)
and well,
sure, tragic hits
she was dating with this guy call @%#%&^& and then
she was raped.
not only that.
she was SPLASHED ON WITH ACID.
and that's the part where it hits me.
the book did show a picture of herself before being splashed on with acid.
YEA, NO FAKE. THIS IS A TRUE STORY TOLD.
that's why it's sponsored by a foundation and stuff.
she was really good looking then
and then the next picture goes.
*SHRIEK*
when u see that picture, u no longer will think u yourself as an ugly girl
because the look is REALLY, REALLY, pitiable.
it's worse than a bad plastic surgery done, I SWEAR
it's really really sad.
HOW CAN A GUY, DID THIS TO HER?!!!
this guy must be PLAIN NUTS~!!!!
the story gies on,
but she is strong,
strong to cape with critism and of course,
when u already got a face like that...people just tend to STARE AT U. like MOSTT of the time,
don't ya think

and tat that was just so touching of a story.
i JUST need to tell
hope u got inspired too by this :)
it's not easy overcoming acid, for certain.

this is her before the acid attack

after :

and the cover that caught my attention:

and after surgery :)

g

so girls, appreciate your beautiful face :))

MR removed best top singers?

1. TVXQ
2. IU
3. Taeyeon of SNSD
4. Changmin of 2AM
5. Park Bom of 2NE1
6. Taeyang of Big Bang
7. Hyorin of SISTAR
8. Kyuhyun of Super Junior
9. Jonghyun of SHINee
10. Song Jieun of Secret
11.Yonghwa of C.N. Blue
12. Lee Hongki of FT Island
13. Suzy of miss A
14. Hyun Bin (actor)
15. Kim Yuna (ice skater)
16. G.O. of MBLAQ
17. Gayoon of 4minute
18. Kim Soohyun (actor)
19. Junsu of 2PM
20. Yoseob of B2ST

I was looking at this list..and I can't totally understand what is the public thinking?

i was scanning down the list.
OK.
TVXQ is in first place. eh..well, since changmin is there, i have no more comments.he sure deserves that place
and then IU . OK.PASS.
and then taeyeon. OK. PASS
and next is changmin. yeah, his voice definitely deserves that ranking..
6th is Park Bom. OH YEAH~!! my <3 biased, sorry
and then...WHAT?! taeyang??!!
LOL.
ok. no offense. but taeyang....is more to a better dancer than singer...i'm..pretty sure about that..
this should either be a biased poll or he really can sing (?) I DOUBT. I REALLY DOUBT.
u can put taeyang in fisrt place for best idol dancers, but singer.. MR REMOVED SINGER?!! i think wheesung deserves this place WAYYY BETTER than taeyang (sorry VIPS)


nevermind.
at least kyuhyun is at #8.
haiz..he deserve a better ranking....?*hiks*

kyuhyun ...a message to his beloved mom~

AWW~~!!

kyu's heart is so <3 <3 !!!
although the chinese he's talking is...
XDD!!
but still.
how can a son be soo cute!!!
he sure loves his mom eh?

g -dragon's fashion sense EM HEM~

he is soooo freakin! thin!!!
how can a guy be soo thin?!!
he need to gain more fat, seriously!!
ok, but he worked so hard for his career i couldn't just put him in this situation=.=


he really DOES have confidence!!
look at that aura!!
it's a super strong one!!
AHHAHA!!
but..that's why i love him!! :D

ms. xiao xi

ok.to tell the truth. i 'm not in the mood to blog now..
but somehow...i just did...*_________*


our new "beloved" teacher , Ms. xiao XI.
this particular teacher,,,,
i don't really know how to describe her =,=
she's not cruel as in hitler
she's not strict as in Toriyama sensei
she's not lovable as kinoshita, okumoto, okabe and sugimoto sensei are...
she's just...

WEIRD.
why would i call her a weird person..
because she doesn't really know what's she's going to do next
what's she's supposed to do next,
and what's about to happen next

HECK.
WHY IS SHE ALWAYS SO NERVOUS?
it's not like there's kyuhyun standing in front of her?!!#%^^&&^
pff.

she just really need some aromatherapy...
listen to my professional suggestions :D


this is like THE WORST SITUATION EVAH!!!
like a blind dog leading a blind man.
WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM?
THEY BOTH SUFFER.
they don't die, because they will need to endure a LOOOOOOONG DURATION of torturing before death.
(of course i'm not cursing anyone.Why would such a lovable person such as me :3 curse anyone?)

:#

she always think that everything i suggested or my opinion is WRONG. WRONG!
but, hey.
I gave her many chances before. don't say i never did, because I JUST DID.
although you can't see it

and my biggest hope all goes to 
sugimoto sensei~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!
COME BACK SENSEI!!!!!!!
*tears flying*

parting always makes people suffer don't they ?

those are my 3 lovable teachers...

though i may not seem to love them from the very beginning,

but well.

oh u know...

when u get to know each other and get along with each other for quite some time,

we call it QUALITY TIME babeh!

but that's just how life should be.

and I think, ok,

i usually think a lot,

but this is serious.

i think....

i think....

i think...

we need to get used to partings

not PARTY OK?! partings dude!! *_______*

go check your dictionary!! -3-

becos we're gonna get to change teachers every 4 months i suppose?

oh no.

that is just..

annoying...

just when you're about to be more than "hey, hi" relationship.

:/

i just ate cheese.

i think i might get fat these days.

 although i'm already heading towards that direction 

OHOHOHO~

i will miss u& sugimoto sensei, okumoto sensei, kinoshita sensei, okabe sensei, hirakawa sensei (omg!how can she just leave us like that ?! *^*)

BYE.........

that sad legs of kyu..

oh my....my poor kyuhyun..
he can only sit down while the other two can jump so high *sobs*
i think it's becos his legs aren't in the mood to be HIGH now :"/ i mean..his accident.
GAH...
but thank god ryeo and yesung brought the atmosphere up (it's a MV DUH?!)
LOLXD
but K.R.Y is the best when it comes to choir XD

an elf song??

come on! U got to be kidding me?
because of a unknown twitter user said that he would make an ELF song if his subscribers reaches...i dunknow? 10000? that would make us ELF happy?

NO WAY.

that's just like indirectly telling ELFs that they're gonna make their own fame by using super junior's fame.
and that's definitely unacceptable , at least toME.
well, the thing is we guys do have an ELF SONG. and SOOO MUCH WAY BETTER than the one thatu make dude.

Most of the ELFs are liking that song just because they wanted to show support for SUPER JUNIOR, not FREAKIN YOU!! OK?!

i'm sorry for offending some of the people who love this song.
yeah, it's good.
but the motive behind it wasn't really as good. D:



i think this version oF ELF SONG is wayyy better :))

i'm supposed to be hardworking at blogging!!!what's the thing with me =,=;;
it's HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! but only for one week *3*
WHY? :'(
me want more!!!MORE!!!!
ah.
that couldn't be help can't it?
LOL

i was thinking about opening a blog where u can see a lot of birds movement~EM~
OHOHOHOHO~~~
like pigeons . i mean, a BUNCH of pigeons walking together and ...
isn't that just cute enough?!! *spurt blood*
dd...


i was searching for more MORE!!kyu wallpapers these days..
I dun wan those simple wallpapers where u can find anywhere,
but HQ!!!HD!!! WHERE ARE U?!!PICS.would be a cherry on top of a vanilla  mcD ice cream.
~
erm~
imagine that.

i got to plan something for my holidays since I've finish ,y ONE WHOLE STACK of homework #_#
first, my undang test!!
2. i got to sleep early man.
3. my talk!!!I HAVEN'T TOUCH IT TILL NOW!!!*paranoid*
4. ...
5. please suggest me some? ;___;


now, for some eye candies ;D

 look at that!!LOOK AT HIM!!!he's winking at me !!!85y235626327*^*#%!!! *spurts blood and die*

OH KYUHYUN!!!!!!!!!u've commit such a sin by taking my heart away ...*looks at heart* EEW.

*__________*

this is why I fell in love with kyuhyun...

“Usually in Christmas, boy confesses their attention to the girl that he likes, but our Kyuhyun-ssi.. he confessed it to his mom.” - Leeteuk

WHat Are u Good At?

WELL.
i dun even know how to answer this question well..
Some people said I can sing.
But I knew,
I'm not ESPECIALLY good at it.
So we couldn't count that as a talent.

I'm not especially smart too..
I'm not especially a good dancer...
I suck at sports...
I suck at drawing...
So then?

I guess, the only option left is talking eh?
LOL
But even know when I really think about it,
I dun't think my speech charms people in a way too...
LOL!!
I dun change people lives witht their speech like Morris does (LOL)

even then,
it's ok for not having a something that you're especially good at.
Because you know God doens't create trash.
At least, that's what I believe.
And,
we DO live for a purpose.
NOT FOR MONEY OR FOR FAME.
but something else more valuable than those :))

だから、

珍惜你生命中的每一分每一秒吧！！


ARH!!!Why doens't my mom sent me for piano or skating classes? !!

i think i DO have imsomnia

and that is TOTALLY D:
I kept on thinking about lot of stuffs. I'm a borned paranoid woman D:
LOL
I kept staring at the laptop for like the whole full8 hours?
OMG, even me myself feel that I'm ridiculous XD
..
**EH@$^$%&*N
*cursing computer in process, please wait patiently*


so.
So we ate at mid valley today and we went to "Korean Cuisine" (OMG, my memory is soo good ,ahehe~)
and I ordered Kimchi Jjigae . AHHH~!!!!I FREAKIN!!!! LOVE IT XDXD!!
the spiciness that stimulates my veins!!!!The hotness that burns my tongueXDXD!!!(
and yea, I still think it was quite expensive although we had a discount :/ cos I'm a forever poor student remember?
gah...u couldn't probably understand my feeling...
LOL
and today's hot topic is definitely *** SANG!!
LOL!! the moment we start mentioning his name..
everyone blurts out like there's 10 pasar malam held up in one place.....
*___*;;
i can feel yi ping and natako's anger towards him.....
i think they're gonna stab him in the back ANY MOMENT, ANYTIME. LOL!!
*hides in one corner *0*


argh.....i wanna gott o PC fair.....!!!
when?
when can I go?!!
ah....i forgotten...
my money.......
,,..
..
..
.
forget about it.

hehe


AH..
and i watched 2NE1's TV today :D
and i realise...that I will forever love park bomXD
soryyy...
it's not that the others aren't charming enough..
it' just that they're just not sparkling in my eyes D:
LOL
and i realise too..
that the only thing that park bom does is..
she eats,
and eats,
and eats, ant EATS!!!!
OMG!!!
that's an enormous amount of food!!!
(gah...i have no rights to say her...)

i wonder if i just eat all day and sit, and sleep and sit, and sleep...
would I die on the sofa?
xD
most probably DUDE!

i wish so much that I'm borned a natural beauty so that i dun even need to care about how I look like ...
even after putting on make-up, i still look........
GOSH.
u dun wanna know...
*___________*;;
ah.it's 2pm now LOL!!!My eyes r soring like heaven now
gotta sleep ;)

buy a doll and marry it

how is it POSSIBLE?!!
like, R U SERIOUS?

yes. but it does happens.
this japanese guy actually bought a Air filled doll

so call 充氣娃娃

and so what he did is he actually married this doll.

Yes, it's shocking, but it's more SAD than shocking.

Probably he couldn't trust real human anymore that make him wanna buy a fake human to fill his emotions for the rest of his life?

probably he's so lonely that he rather communicate with dolls than human?

whatever the reason is, i think this is a serious matter to think about.

that.

the world is getting more weird these days.

and we know that,

we all knew that.

But what are we doing? Ignoring these seemingly unimportant things to us?

Are we ignoring these matters on purpose.

Yes, we are.

Watch this video, and You'll know how I feel

this is really pretty sad.
And it's said to be that mostly of the otaku *s do buy these dolls to satisfy their so called *sexual life*
and these dolls are not cheap at all..
they cost so much i think it's the price of half a car.
and u can actually order one with the face of a celebrity u favor....

oh..
gosh.
definitely weird.
at least i wouldn't buy one "KYUHYUN" home . :/


real human are always better.


and man...
these dolls sell so good.

lastly,
this one hong kong girl who actually looks like a air-filled doll...LOL
and man, she's so unnatural.
I wouldn't describe her as pretty... D:


so guys....
taLK TO real human please?

OMG!!! i just realized the type of guy I like..

LOL!!
and it's just seconds ago when I said I have totally no interest in guys..
well, i do.
in reality.
but for celebrities...
NOW, THAT'S
a different story >:D
welll...
i was watching ikuta toma's videos ...since i haven't watch over him for quite some time...*sobs*
and then i was thinking...
all the male celebrities i like....
are all

SO CALM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE HECK?!!! LOL!!!
and that is truee.
because the evidence is just right here.
EX:
MALE CELEBRITIES I <3 ~:
1. cho kyuhyun
and yea, this guy...
is definitely the calmest~~~~~~~~~~!
maknae in the world!!!AHAHAHHAHA!!! i mean, how can he be so calm when he's so much younger then the others...where the others are SOOO MUCH more agressive than him *___*;;
2.kim kibum
..
well, seriously, he's the CALMEST! idol I've ever encounter. LOL!!
he is so calm you'll definitely feel weird to be too agressive around him(doesn't apply on heenim)
^_^
3. and it's ikuta toma~ :D
well, if you don't believe me toma is a SUPAHHHHH~!!!! CALM guy, u must watch his real life videos.:)
i mean, compared to shun oguri....he is soooo calm?
lol.
i just couldn't believe my own eyes...
and that's ...
for now :)

i will fight till the end!!!! ELF GOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

KYUHYUN PLEASE SEND ME SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!
i'm going to fight for u tomorrow!!!AHAHHAHHAHAHA!!!!


uh~hum~
I'm going to buy my SUPER SHOW 3 tickets tomorrow >:D!!!
YEAHHD ICG BRVJELH 9P HP9WVGW 4H-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!XDXD!!!
and i must say..
it's a war tomorrow.
AN ELF WAR.
fan girls war.
I'm going to try my best to squeeze to the fromt row as soon as possible >:D
the truth is..

most of the fans said that they will be there(sungei wang) at 6AM.
WHAT?!
are u kidding me?!!
oh gosh...this will be sooo tiriing =____________=
god bless me,LOL

and some of them even say they came purposely, yeah, purposely form penang and planned to saty near sungei wang to queue as soon as possible.

NOW..
I CAN IMAGINE THAT SITUATION....
girls screaming and sweating...
squeezing and chattering......
hot and suffocating...
lack of oxygen and tiring...
hungry and legs cramping...
OH GOD.
please do not let tomroow be my last day of my life, i beg you.
:D

so,
my plan is.
we will(sis n my friend, yvonne)
will go at 6am...
I know(it's not early enough :()
but..what more else can I do ?HUH?!!
and we will buy the terrace row tickets...
hopefully the first row of not *worst* the 3rd row...
but if we can get it..
then we'll get the rock pitts one and try to swap it withsomebody else,
wouldn't that be better ?;D

k guys, wish my legs don't break tomorrow, AHEHEHE~

em~cookies~anyone?

natako was offering some cookies. ok, not some. it's a.
one.
1.
whateveru call it *__________*;
and lol?
the paper in the fortune cookie writes
"U are a born leader"
and i'm like
WTHECK?!!
LOL.

that is seriously.
a pirated fortune cookie, LOL
nah, just kidding, natako would D: if i said that.
that cookie is nice, thanks a lot,LOLXD
what the?

so, our new teacher...
seriously. I still couldn't believe she's our teacher..
her voice is sooo...unbeliavble...so not convincing...=,=
she looks young..but she doens't look young...
great. now i don't even understand my own language .=____=

wait.
do u feel awkward talking to me?
yeah.
becos...
why?
these days i feel that there's an awkawrd vibration that just spread around my surrounding...LOL!
and people tend to feel awkward when they talk to me D:
but hey,
i don't feel awkward ...except with****
which u don't really wanna know,HAHA
so don't look away when I look into your eyes PEOPLE!!!!!
i ain't no alien form mars *___________________*;;;

guys...let''s
go to mars~~~~~~~!!!AHEHEHE~~!!

During a recent recording of KBS 2TV’s variety show “Happy Together 3″, TVXQ’s Changmin revealed a story about his first impression of the group’s leader, Yunho.
Changmin said, “Whenever I saw Yunho hyung in the office building I always greeted him politely, but I thought he was arrogant for greeting me half-heartedly.”
He continued, “During our trainee days, Yunho suddenly approached me and shocked me when he said, ‘If you’re just going to practice only for a little while and then leave, just quit altogether!’”, causing the whole set to burst into laughter.
To this, Yunho explained, “The team I trained with changed around four times because people kept quitting, so I couldn’t help but say that to Changmin.”
AHAHAHHA!!!

yunho is suuuch a cute dork XDXD
love him to bits~
changmin is cute too :D

HAVe U EvEr FalLeN iN loVe?

this is seriously bothering for quite some time now...
the thing is..
the only time i think i like someone is when I'm 12?
and ..
that's probably the first time and the last time..
i've been wondering for quite some time..
that whetheR i HAVE A hormone problem, LOL!!!!XD
yeah, i know. totally weird..
*____*;;
but it's not like i want it :/
I just dun have any feelings anymore...for any living guys around me...

..

am I really a girl?

i guess not.

i always think that I should be borned a guy.
cos i speak like a guy, stand like a guy, look like a guy(tat's what they say when they saw my feminine sister lol), eat like a guy, sleep like a guy..
and even..
blow my hair like a guy..
gosh..that' s what one of my best friend says...=___=;;
when i'm blowing my hair..
i do it like a real MAN, YEAH!!!!!!MAN!!!!!!
the only thing that i don't do that men do is..
i don't gamble.
and smoke. (damn, those smokers =,=)


like the lyrics,
YES

i want to feel it.

where?

when?

with who?

it's been too long to feel like a normal girl.

i think I'm soon becoming an alien...

..
..
LOL!!!

well, it's true.
maybe..
i come form mars.
who knows ?
:)

i love the pastel colour of this music video.
they say that actually the colour of falling in love is not pink,
or red,
or maroon,
guess what?
it's green.
yeah, a pretty unexpected answer isn't it?

to feel like the whole world become green but not pink..
i guess that's why people say that love is good.
cos (is it becos it's eco friendly?)

in my mind,

though, 

there is one guy,

who i sometime tend to think that

if i don't get to find anyone else better.

i mean a better man,

i'll just marry him.

seriously (LOL!!!)

i will.  it's a promise made to myself.

and i've been thinking it for quite some time

he isn't that bad.

he's very considerate,

and..

he likes me.

although i don't know whether he still does....

this is really good music :D

dream HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!1

currently i'm in love with dream high
yeah, not only dream high, but also kim soo hyun ang suzy from miss A.
omo.
how can they be soooooooooooooo freakIN!!!
cute together?
this is just. OH~
matched to the mAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the ost is sooooo nice u couldn't stop pressing the replay button right?
AHAHA.

LET'S DANCE?

this video get me totally confused, LOL
it's full of elastic women and amazing dance moves..
but.

it doesn't make me dance

unfortunately...
nice effort anyway dude :9

omomomomomomomomo!!! that's why i never regretted loving kyuhyun~ HAHAHAHA!!

this boy is a heaven boy with a heaven voice !!
how can he sing so perfectly?!!!

CHO KYUHYUN,

you are such a gifted guy..


never loose that faith in your singing~

G.N.A's new song released!!!whee~!!

it's pretty sad i didn't get to attend the kpop artists concert where there's 4-minute and b2st and G.N.A!! in it..:/
they say u can only get to enter if u buy a digi prepaid RM100.
right.
and I'm not even using DIGI. gosh.

G.N.A is really not just some other idol that u might see everyday.
she's special. at least for me.
i think she give s a very homey vibrate.
and thanks to that vibrate. i dun feel like she's bitchy or whatever,HAHA!
her new song, BLACK AND WHITE, is filmed with jin woon from 2AM. yeay!!*claps*

i thought jin woon wouldn't really shine in that mv. but..
after a few minutes..'
my eyes were totally sticked onto him.LOL!!!
still, G.N.A. managed to give me a refreshing feel, like...it'snowing out there..
XD
and yeah, that cute concept works just nice on here. not too much of cutesy act. just a bit of flirty sound. HAHAHA!!



oh,oh.
here's dream high too.
;)
DREAM HIGH EPISODE 1 /1(W ENG SUB)

a robot dance of snsd..pretty robot?!

not really. where;s that robot feel?
i couldn't sense it.
i can only see some from hyoyeon and taeyeon. that's all.
the others failed.LOL
but still, i love the "CLEAN" feel of this nmusic video. i gives me a very keen feeling to watch it again o_o;;
very rare feeling. HAHA


visual dream? and i don't think it's in any sense related to a computed item.
i mean it's a promotion thingy right?
shouldn't u give a i wanna buy this product vibrate?
NO.
they totally failed.
sorry, seohyun. although i love u.

WARGHH!!I NEED ! to blog!!

haven't been blogging since? i dun know too,LOL!!
recently. watched DREAM HIGH!
u guys know that movie? i mean..drama
*_*;
i dun know why...i think i'm disgusted by the appearance of kim hyun joong in that drama...
it just annoys me...
like...seriously? why is he in this drama?! he made me feel like i dun wanna watch this anymore..URGH.
(a very sincere apology to all SS501 AND kim hyun joong fans =,=)
i think..it's because he's overrated. LOL. i hate eoverrated stuffs..

k, that's not the main point here anyway :D
Talking about school.
yeah.
i gussed i've improved a little tiny bit right now. Just a tiny bit...
speaking is still a problem for me..i just, couldn't memorize the whole sentence and speak right.
darn.
that mnemory of mine.
where is it now?!!
gotta' sleep earlier . more early?
but i've been sleeping much MORE earlier than the old days!!
i used to sleep at 1am or 2am..now? it's 12.30 for goodness sake!
WHY THEN?
ugh.
very well. I'll try to manage my time for better spending. :)
god bless me.

i know i should control my stinky temper of mine :p
gosh. whenever something offended me, i need to hold my tongue.
hold my tongue.
hold my tongue.
hold my tongue!!
I've been repeating this sentence in my brain these days.
guess it kinda', just kinda' works. cos everything that came put from my mouth doesn't sound that vulgar anymore. at least i can sense it's improving.
gosh...why that greeny vegetable smell from an eucalyptus tree?
*________*;;
i feel like puking...
hate that stuffy nose of mine D:

u kidding me?!jay chow in green hornet?!!0_0;;

that's totally weird..
and funny. for me. LOL
the thing is. i'm neither a jay chow fan or an anti of his..
but i would like to say that. serious?! how would it feel, watching jay chow speaking fluent english?LOL
i don't know whether he can speak fluently enough though :p
tat's why i'm definitely looking forward to watch this movie!!!LIKT HIS MOMENT!!NOW!!
HAHAHHAAHAHHAHA!!!!
but, i guess the movie is not that bad eh? i heard that the movie sells really good in america..
and it's not a rumour...

*___________*

i checked out the trailer, and..
LOL!!! i guess i couldn't stop laughing while i'm watching this movie.
cos it would be so weird looking at jay chow being a superhero XD
well, let's just anticipate for the best eh?
JAY CHOW, i believe u will amused me with your "English" :D
nice one!

learning japanese

FOUNDATION.
gosh.
it's not easy, definitely.
takes me 5 lives to survive the whole round.LOL
the reason why i'm doing japanese foundation, and NOT taking up HANGUL(korean language) instead. Is because (cos everyone ask the same quesiton all the time,lol)
I love Japanese Fashion. and my fashion chain store may not be famous like LOUIS VUITON or BURBERRY or VIVIENNE WETWOOD, u name it. But well, because i just wanna see people wearing the clothes I design. And I'll be hanging a smile around.
Because, hey, that's what I love to do the most :)
and if people can smle while they r wearing my clothings, that would really make my day :))

but still...
reality is cruel
u don't always get what u expected. which is the bitter part..:'/
I am basically struggling VERY SUPER EXTREMELY UBERLY whateverly hard!! to absorb every single thing my jap teacher is teaching. And yeah, of course my sleeping time get interrupted, AS USUAL,XD
ok. seriously, i need some sleep!!!
everyone in my class is suppper good in japanese, they have a strong base, they utterly knew what they r talking about. but me?
forget about it.
The only thing i can do is try to concentrate really well when sugimoto sensei started to open her mouth,LOL. drag me to hell(even i believe there's no hell)...my eye is dropping to the floor..D:
and thanks to teh sang and lim sang who kept on discussing about "poo" in japanese. I now knew how to say "eat s**T" in jap. LMAOXD!!
should i teach u?
hm~probably not.LOL

let's go over to the bright side then. overwhelmed by my own emoness isn't a very healthy thing to be involved in.
the good thing is..
i got to knew a lot of UBERLY CUTE peopleXDXD!!
serious...are they all really OLDER than me?
i don't believe.HAHA!!
how can they be older than me?
they all don't speak the way they age.LOL
AMY..YI PING..PINK SANGXD...MAY..NATALIE..FION..MOON (well, she's not in the abnormal list lOL)..TEH SANG(SUPER NOISY HUMAN BEING XD)..LIM SANG(He's too innocent to be an dult=,=)..LEE SANG..KEY SANG..RALPH SANG(his expressions are really very interesting, u should try talking to himxD)..YUKI SANG~(very warm person :D)and the non-existent yui sang...lOL!!!!!yui sang..i wonder where r u ?


ok, i need to continue my kpop absorb nutrients time now.

TILL next time ;D

i'm missing you guys~~;___;

although school is awesome (more than i thought), but i don't know why everyday i'm so anxious..about almost everything.
and i just feel that i need to get smarter or i'll be left behind , like just...threw u away or something that feels like that..

well.and i met AMY , AND MAY AND YI PING ANF PING TENG  AND YUKI AND NATALIE AND FION :D well, THAT'S the awesome part :D
school i ssooooooooooooo freakiiin far, i don't even feel like talking about how hard i tried to WALK to school every single day.:/
it kinda pissed me off.
like i need to wake up everyday at like...what?! 6 am in the morning and ask my mum to drive me to the ktm station in subang. next i need to stand for like..50 minutes of ktm...tell u what...don't use ktm if u can.use lrt or monorail instead, even more not when u r already hitting the notes..